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After doctors appointments all damn week long I just want to sleep for a week, but I can't tomorrow. Blah blah blah. Psyche meds change will probably happen after the new year since Tegratol is probably the culprit of the vitamin D problem it blocks production in the liver as well as calcium something or another. That's what the endo thinks is going on with my hands. It's a good thing I'm so paranoid about falling. I think if I did right now I'd just shatter into a million pieces. Anyway that will be an interesting voyage. In the meantime doubled dose of D, calcium, fish oil. ooo and Xanax because apparently it's not suprising that my moods are cycling so fast, and things like crying after my pap smear the other day are to be expected. OB/GYN NP felt something on my right side and had me have pelvic ultrasound that day but apparently it's clear. I was betting the essure had done some kind of damage, because I'm just in such an optomistic mood these days. My pancreas is irritated and all dysfucnctionl enzymes and stuff.Will see dietician because I have to be super restricted again. I am going to hope that does not further set off the BED that I tend to get when I am super restricted. I am currently going from "fuck this,fuck you, I fucking hate everything" to "i'll work it out I always do" several times a day, and I almost always cry after I eat. I've had so many scoldings from people this week and lectures on how I'm the only one who can blah blah blah. Yeah, well I know the drill.

All I can do is laugh.


Also I can see the typos right now, but my hands really hurt so I'm not fixing it.

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dakotaluna
Nov. 13th, 2010 04:26 am (UTC)
Argh. I'm sorry. I wish I could come down and see you.
amw
Nov. 13th, 2010 05:22 pm (UTC)
Argh :( Hang in there.
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